Wednesday, December 31, 2008

1st day Back in Penang




Some facilities on the coach I took to Penang, but I didt use it cuz songs on my HP would suffice. It cost $70 per ticket, damn expensive as compared to buying frm Malaysia, which is only RM$40++.


We reached there at 6.00 AM. Gosh, I was freezing when I got off the bus...Brr!
I love Kway teow teng!!! oh, Penang one of course. That's always the 1st food I eat when I go back. Plain looking as it is, it's unbelievable delicious. And it's unbelievable why Sg kway teow teng taste so much different in a bad way. Another thing is that the serving is more than it looks, cuz I ate a few bites before shooting.. haha.
After resting, we went out to eat. That's my mum and my aunty ( Ninth). Hmm, the best thing is that I get a free ride everywhere we go, but that the worse part too, because I dont know other ways to get ard in Penang.

Then we head to my da yee ma ( Greatest Aunt ) home. The toddler is my niece ! Gosh! she is heavy and well my mum says she looks like me when i was young. ~~~ And my cousin is already pressing me to buy her presents the next time I go back..that is a presure. But that is only when i start to earn $$.

My cousin and my niece. Cute larh~The aunties were passing photos of my niece ard and happily playing with her.
And they have 2 dogs - Ashlee and popcorn. Don't it seems a little sad.? Perhaps less attention was paid to them as the focus is on my niece. But dun wry, u ( the dogs) are still cute~~

After that, We headed to my another aunt place. I was happily playing Wii ( Resident Evil 4) until a power failure occur. I really had nothing better to do so I started taking photos. Hope it doesnt look too eerie. Then the youngsters ( my cousins ) went out to buy xmas wrappers at Gurney plaza..and it was when I realise that my cousin and my cousin gf is reading the twilight series too ! I squeek in delight at how popular it is truely, emergence of a common topic and the possibility of being able to read .

Too bad my hp batt went flat and I dun have my charger wif me to take pics of the xmas tree with plenty of presents lying below it. Such a pity that I didnt shoot the xmas presents xchange session. argh. But it was fun though we did that at 2 am. And I slept at 4 am.. this marks the 1st day of super late slping. And when i got back hm, i saw my uncle and aunt frm Ipoh. I heard that they came to see my sister, cuz she hasnt been back there for 10 years.

Lastly i dun think my hp gt auto roaming cuz i didnt receive any msgs at there. So sry that i didnt reply to those xmas greetings msges.

That's it for the 1st day back in Penang. Continue the rest soon, so stay tune !

Happy New Year 2009 to all readers ! Next yr will be a better year, at least I gona make it so and so can you. God bless you.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

xmas wif my darlings.























Finally posted pics on blog. haha.
Now is jus 10 mins before i m setting off to Penang.
yes, penang laska, satay and fried kuay tio and etc is waiting for me.
Grow fat..? u wait, i gona stretch myself, my legs in particular. n perhaps dance whn i go bk there to burn off the fats. HA.
More important, i wana get my xmas present..perhaps Twilight? wahhaa.
But it not all that beautiful and sweet..there something i have been avoiding. I just hope that i can take it in grace - the looming fearing of sickness and departure.
ok..All da best to my readers. Mucks.~~



















Monday, December 22, 2008

First time blogging together..

The first time we are blogging together.
Haha..LOL still did this at my (vic) house!!!
Hope that visitors of our blog will be pleased with the changes.
We just argued about the grammar and stuff.LOL lame...
Afterall it's the 1st time blogging together. WOOTS.

Tml shih hui will be setting off to Malaysia (Penang).
Vic whines that she will be lonely and accuses me of leaving her alone.
How could that be????? ( she's very busy with her schedule and stuff wad? )
Vic is giggling when i am typing this..LOL..

Hmm.. Wat more to lame??? Well, we have spent a lot of time on that lame collage..haha of course it doesn have legs..thus it is LAME!!! (Shih hui rolled her eyes and Vic is still giggling).
3 more days to Xmas. Shih hui and Vic wish everyone a merry merry xmas in advance.
Shih hui is upset that she had spent so much time blogging and it's only half saved. That was yesterday and she couldn let it go. Dotx...Should be all for now. Ppl pls miss shih hui till she is back...:P (Shih hui rolled her eyes again at what i have said).. All i want to say it is a secret.
Hahahahahahahahha!

Did u all feel cold??
I am sure u all do cos what is xmas without the cold season.
Artificial snow will fall if u all can imagine it..

Saturday, December 6, 2008


Hahaha. Random post from Vic...Well so long i din update my sharing blog with hui:) It doesn mean that i have forgotten this blog...The above pic is a random pic. Still remembered that was my Xmas present from Hui. Shae gave it to me last year... Cute right? Hmm now i place it on top on my key board and keep playing with it whenever i use the computer...:)

Hahaha:) Few more weeks to Xmas. Currently stil haven really met up with hui as she is busy with her diploma..Outing should be real soon with Qing, lee and her... ytd reminded her to watch AVP..Long story but i know the one that was shown on chan 5 was the repeat of the PArt 1 of the movie. It is still AVP.. Insiders' joke..

Wahaahaha...I am the V...but my sis says the V is the Versus and i jolly well know that its a useless character..No role at all...:) Whatever it is, my name starts with V that's y..Hui is alien...hmm will do up this blog when i am free..just bear with the plain skin..

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

2 days before performance

Dance performance at Victoria Concert Hall

I always reflect upon what my dance instructor preeches, during the bus trip home.
In fact, i'll think ab what ppl and do when i m alone, especially comments about me.

It was really quite paiseh cuz i was being corrected for most of my moves.
Really very paiseh, cuz i cant really get wad he means, at time. So gona keep on doing.

Many times when ppl- parents, teachers and etc spot a mistake, they tend to send a wrong msg to the wrongdoer - "u r a failure", " you are a pest" , by either verbal or body language. THAT IS NOT GOING TO HELP, in rectifying the error. I was being victimised too.

Although the D.I was clearly disturbed or irritated by my repeated mistakes, the criticisms made wasnt a personal attack. He actually makes much sense and even notice details tt i have left out. So, i realise there's really a lot for me to improve on.

oh..i m actually feeling a little tense up for the performance, though not showing it directly. Goto stop here to catch my fav hongkong detective show. (on U, 10pm that one!) :)

Sunday, November 23, 2008

holiday,

Hi.

How since i last blog. Very long. What have I been doing during the holidays?

Watch Tv.
Oh. TV w/o cable programmes make me wana ZzzZ.
Well, but at least there are some shows which i've missed out as i was bz mugging during sch days. So at least, I'm able to watch TV with interest.

Shopping.
yah. Finally did so with some of my gal friends.
But well, i m a little afraid to spend in such time- recession about to be or some say it's already is.
Hmm.
Business are making a lot of buzz about their promotions and serious price-cuts. It's so tempting.
So, I conclude that one should really think twice and even thrice before buying.
Especially for me, i have such a limited budget.
hais.

Go friends' house.
yeah. I used to hang out at my friend's house. I've a chance to explore their lifestyle and know them better. Cool. And I m looking foward to playing Halo at my friend's house, haha. She has finish her A' lvl. How envious i m.

DO GOOD DEEDS.
Help my friend to gather ppl who would like to do a free eye check up at SP. Would u like to?
It's free. P.s: it cost about $50 ++ to conduct it in hospitals. So contact me if u like.
I hope to donate some undone O' lvl books and practice to needy students. But i dun know where. So tell me if u do. Oh, yes, i've finally recycle "waste". hehe. I look foward to do more good deeds but i realise one must have the means to do so.

Dreaming.
About future. yes. " )

Connect with friends.

Dance practice.
Rolling. arhg, i cant really roll properly and do it constantly. Hurt myself resulting to bruises...
Constant reminders to dance members who've yet to pay for the tickets. haha. Loan shark?
oh well.


Haiya. That's just life.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

诗慧, what's wrong?

最近, 天气变换的好快,人生也是否如此?
我似乎也受影响, 心情时好时坏。

压力。很多人常说: you' re too stress, chill!
但有没有人愿意停下来,分析压力的来源?接着, 根正它呢?

我苦恼于为何我长大了 ,但致亲的人却老了 ,像是要离我而去。
以前 ,总盼往能快点长大和大哥哥大姐一起玩乐 ,但时间总是不够 。
梦想 ,一再的破裂 ,就像是被刮了一巴掌 ,被泼冷水, 人们狠不得让我了解这世界的现实。
他们说都是为了我好。但我快窒息了, 没人知道。才会显得焦绿不安。
好失望, 我令你们失望, 我也失望, 你们并不了解我。 还是 ,我表达能力太差 ,还是根本就不想了解呢?
你若是讨厌我 ,我 一定更讨厌自己 ,为何那么麻烦?
是啊 ,我太懦弱了, 牛角间, 非得把自己逼入绝境, 为何?
难道 ,我并非真心的渴望快乐?听起来有点怪 ,但是有可能的, 我习惯把悲愤化成力量。
如今,我想好好的利用假期 ,找回能被感动的心, 真实的笑容。

大自然, 海 ,家 ,瑜伽, 能让我呼吸新鲜空气 ,让我心旷神奕 啊!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Busiest last 3 weeks of sch days

PW deadline is so damn rushing.

Math assignments are piling up.

Chi essays undone but favourite novels are being read.

How i wish i have more time.

God bless me.

A little insecure for op and wr.

Wish to have everyone's cooperation.

SH thanks you, for making her dreams come true.

Thank you.

Friday, October 3, 2008

生活点滴

爸爸说新眼镜让我看起来更成熟,觉得我长大了。

但我还蛮任性和我行我素的, 所有情绪都写在脸上, 而情绪的起伏又蛮大的, 感觉有点不稳定。
但其实,我也不完全很幼稚,在学业这方面算挺成熟的吧?

如果, 我能在做人处事更圆滑,会比较好吗?
该怎么说呢? 谁不希望自己走到哪都受人爱戴和肯定呢?
其实,所为的圆滑, 指的是用较婉转或是不易让人查觉的说服技巧来影响别人的行为或决定。
我非常佩服能掌握这技巧的人, 因为这似乎是一种隐形的力量推动这周围的人, 以更快速和方便的达到自己的目地。
这对我而言 ,很恐怖,可能因为自己有点单纯, 所以会害怕被人操控。
小时候, 就常被骗, 感觉很不好受。
就是这使我潜意识,排斥这个长大必上的课程吧。

其实,我能用这具有影响力的计巧 for a good cause, 例如说,鼓励人之类的。
我须要勇气和决心。

爸爸 ,一定要好好保重身体 ,我会为你祈祷,可一定要按时吃药。

Thursday, October 2, 2008

taking pictures in school today..
HAHAHA:)
Goanna post some pics here:)


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Nice day today:)

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

大家好!!

I m gona blog in chinese cuz Chi A'lvel is approaching soon, yah.
For the first time, i realise. Hope that all will enjoy.
I m gona take it as a good chance to further cultivate my passion for chi.

Haha, Vic has been saying she really 受不了华文课。。
But still hopes that ALL including vic will learn to 爱 chinese by choosing a most intimate way where one can be exposed to chi.
So, YOU can enjoy yourself and also strive to work towards an A on ur cert!
how does that sound?
For instance, YOU can practise writing the lyrics of favourite chi POP songs.
我就沉醉在爱情小说里。

最近,读了一本爱情小说,果然是催泪指数100% (书的背面是这样保证着! )
有别于我以往读过的爱情小说 ,书中的主要人物显得非常平凡, 也因此也比较真实吧。
所以, 我就不知不觉的深信着 ,没想到 ,故事的结尾,那girl (i cant find this chi word..grr) 还是死了, 就像韩剧,很 cliche.
但还是有touch 到我, 因为这是第一次我被小说感动至落泪,真是的!(quite paiseh)

yah, tat is it. i took quite long to type these few pathetic words. hahahahah
Feeling tired and hungry. will strive to keep up with this good practise..

加油阿, 周诗慧!大家, 一起加油吧!!!!
p.s: 不要笑hor.

Friday, September 12, 2008

3 more papers to go..
After reading hui's post, cant stop laughing.LOL
Direct relationship?? Hmm to me i think i inverse relationship.
The reason is it was the shock of my life.
Hence it does not equate to happy..LOL

Hello!

yeah..i did blog ok! just that i didnt publish it..hehe..*blink innocently again*

Queen Vic said it in a almost half ordering tone: ' go and update the blog'
haha

Seriously, i was imagining myself blogging about what I m feeling recently..to an extent it will be like as if i m repeating..n I wish i can express myself clearly enuff..

There are 4 types of people in this world:
1. People who do not know that they dont know
2. People who do know that they dont know
3. People who do not know that they do know
4. People who know that they know

Which group do u think u r in?
It reali pathetic for grp 3 ppl..becuz of unrealistic fear, stress and pefection paralysis- fear of making mistakes.
Too afraid and is unwilling to look like a fool anymore. Not wanting to try any more in fear of being mocked at.
Or perhaps, it something more. Unrealistic expectation- that so called beautiful dream. Has it become a burden or too much of a difference that one must leap over?
Should i stop dreaming? But wont I lose my motivation in life...and it will not be a pretty scene.

Emo-ing in process? This is simply what i felt.

Well, I m actually not in any state to complain, apparently. I've seen and know of ppl who are bearing with their struggles too..yeah. I seem so much fortunate, so i should be happy. Oh, crap! It like as if i m deprived of my right to be down, emo, and even to cry. We always think we know how people think and feel, or rather we assume and take it as a fact. But I would say no one truely understand what another person is undergoing...hmm..perhaps not even ur loved ones. Perhaps this explains why people do feel lonely even being loved.

this song by: wu jia hui ( hmm, sry that it is not in chi)
entittled yuan zu li ( far distance, ? haha)

我终于开始庆祝自己不去想你 我终于开始鼓励自己不爱你 但思念无时无刻不停歇 活生生像中了你的邪 于是自言自问 自答十年以后 寂寞还是依然 * 猜不透 为何我们距离那么多 永远只是开花不结果 爱了一个人 我赔了自己 又卖了灵魂 猜不透 为何距离总是那么多 不想只是开花没结果 失去你的人 我赎回灵魂 我找回自己 又有什么意义 (有什么意义) 于是我开了香槟庆祝失去了你 把整盒香烟抽完麻醉我自己 但掉落在桌布上的眼泪 嘲笑自己烛光太浪费 于是没有疑问 就算十年以后 寂寞还是依然

The lyric kind of shock me esp this line whn i 1st heard it..very dramatic ( the bolded line)

Actually i've been relatively down these past few months. oh, dun worry..it's nobody fault..cuz it all my fault..cuz i cant be optimistic or finding it v hard too..

Perhaps, it's just growing pain..and this will too pass.

I really wish i can accept this..and continue to move on, irregardless of what i feel and think.
I do love to indulge in such thoughts, don't I? And it maybe a bad habit, i cant kick off. Or it's my nature, now u realise.

Friday, August 22, 2008

Random feelings on 22/8/08



Much has happened and well, let the pictures below speak.

yes, vic and me are participated in the cash flow game. Somewhat like monopoly, a board game. But it's more pratical as in we can learn investments tips in real life.

We played against students from a Jc and an IP sch. I was a little dissapointed that we didnt really establish friendship. Hmm, i almost forgot the fact that we were competing. So why would they want to interact more than required? ha, i am being a little too idealistic again. But some of them were pretty friendly, esp when the first winner bade goodbye. He said it very sweetly. Come to think of it now, that is perhaps because he won. Ha. I was pretty lucky to be the 1st runner up to complete the game. Really lucky.


Haha..hmm, my photography skills are pretty bad. I m sorry. Gitte and me finally gave vic her b;day present. Apparently, she's happy. But I think it's more than that. She was so excited that she let out a yelp, which i've not heard before. Isnt this fun? One of the present is a specially designed T-shirt, which u can nv buy outside. It has gitte's beautiful drawings and someone's pics. wahaha. Pretty innovative, i would say. And the satisfaction derived was more than another present-a rather costly bag. So does a price of good have a direct relationship with satisfaction level? It does not seem so in this case. haha. (revise econs a bit larh)




yes, i managed to capture the moment right after she saw the T-shirt. Then, she proceeded to the back of the wall to admire the T-shirt.



There has so much movements that i cant't manage to capture a picture of that T-shirt. Ahya! Seriously, she was being quite emotional which throws me into confusion.

Then she walks back to the table. haha.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

LAME things on Friday!!!
hahaha realised it has been some time since i last blogged on this blog.


hui was so impressed with her long bean. If u realise it, the long bean is standin. Congrats as she had found the center of gravity in the long bean, thus making it able to balance:)


And now focus would be on the unglam straw. For no apparent reason, me twisted the straw till it become unstraight. But is had lots of pattern..Yeah some sort of lamified skill i have.
Friday was indeed a short day. Icant deny the fact that it has been such a long time since i am able to go home early.yeah!! and hui too on that day did not have CCA. Good for the both of us. Tml returning back to sch and we will be having accountin test on cash flow statement

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

hais.


Complain Queen SH!

I seriously feel like the cat. Oh..why can't i just stay in the position forever? I'm tired, tired of sch..tired of everything. Feel like dying. I've been just so disgusted by ppl who try to influence me or rather just impose their thoughts on me. WTF!!! I wanted to keep on swearing initially..n I wanted to vent out my anger, but lack a good outlet. Truely, i cant even find time to learn kickboxing, tt i tot would be a good outlet to vent daily frustration. Nor can i shout too, cuz i would scare others with my high pitch? Damn..crying seems to be the only way out, if only it doesnt make my eyes seemingly smaller. Damn Damn. So, I prayed and prayed for a way out of my frustration.

Then, I thought of a method i came across in my favourite book. Write a letter to yourself!! From your compassionate side.!

yeah, indeed, it could well work out. I've many sides that well, perhaps even I cant show or even manage it.

Angelic SH to Complain Queen SH:

Jia you JIa you, ok. Never say die!! ROAR! i do want to hais, as u wish. But well, why not imagine u have time on your side. Pause here. Imagine what you would do right now, if u are FREE?ok, then. Start now. Learn TKD. Spar with the fucking ppl I hate and knock their teeths out. hmm..Fly to beijing and watch the olympics, hopefully with bill ....sitting infront me. Haha. hmm, fly to USA, dreamworks. yah, rob a bank ? Damn, i just wana have all the money in the world. But well, what good will it do? hais. It wont solve the problem in my life.

yeah, indeed. I m seeking for the COURAGE to carry on in my quest. I've been working hard, and so I deserve a break here and them. People, no matter who they are, they just are. BE YOURSELF, hear your own voice and encouragement. Make a forceful proclaim and rmb ur biggest pleasure is to make the world your playground. Though ppl all ard are all highly critical of u..or well, they appear to be so. But arent you yourself highly critical, too? Yeah,u probably realise it. TOO CRITICAL..it's like a adult disease spreading ard..u do stop it in times at times. But it;s taking its toll on you..it kills creativity and the BEA-SILLY SPIRIT.. yeah, so what if u r 18? you can still perserve the child-like innocence within u, while having to learn the image of being a wise and credible young adult.. U knew it, your wants are pulling u apart. Then, just let it go. Return to a state of 0 expectation. Perhaps, not that fast or rather drastic.

Yes, it's just about carrying on the journey, doing what u ought to do: responsibilities. yes, i heard your struggling and groanning this right moment. But well, Push it away. Fill my encouragements in. It's time to let me take over, that well, ahem useless side. Oppms, i forgot i m suppose to be angelic. yeah.. u know..use love to touch the ppl u hate. Oh, well, i mean the devillish side dislikes. yeah, u know the best thing to digust ppl who are mentally imbalance is to treat them with compassion..of cuz genuine compassion. well.. cuz they would have thought to receive the same kind of revenge taken back. n so then, they can accuse u of being rude in the 2nd place; when they are actually doing it in the first place...

Poor sh, u deserve more than a hug. U deserve a $1 million tour ard the world, as well, as a blissful environment of school and home and a all As result slip. Certainly. U've been fighting hard to live up to the expectations and even exceeding expectations of ur family. U strived to be a good leader, inspire and apply creativity in all u do. You nv think twice about challenging the invisible rules in this society. U tried to raise the motivational level in ur cca. U are sad about giving late presents. You actually help to pay for people. You try to encourage ppl, there and then, though u may feel a little run down and confused urself. You always laugh, though when is nth really to be happy about..haha, i knew, to cheer urself up. Yes, u tried to live up to ur own expectations!! Is there anything more important or worthy ?

and u will and will always seek to continue in ur quest for urself, ur truest divine self. Won't you? Though dark, looming fears never fail to exist at the back of ur mind..Even when you seems to be losing ur sanity..or even when others insists u'nv had them..even when u urself seem to be afriad of falling into a bottomless dark pit, even when u don't recongnise urself animore. Even when u start to hate urself.

I trust u. As time will prove everything. It will all be gone. cuz nth stays forever. However, i m determined that your spirit will be for eternal. cuz I believe.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

late posting of pictures

Ha, i look funny..still rmb that day at the west coast beach..finally noe how to go, by 175. : ] Can go there to emo in future.
We had dinner together after our performance, before Masturah accompanied me to meet my friend to buy an additional ONE ticket for sajc performance. Thanks, mas! It was a fabulous dinner..got to know ab a number of sizzling facts.

This creativity is done by my mum. Thanks for helping me, cuz i m a real lazy bum. Hmm, all the flowers I've received. Thanks to Rachael ( dance president ), Rachael leo, and my class ppl. :]] The flowers are in good hands!! though not a pretty vase nor a scenic location..But i got a feeling that some flowers have been abused, as i saw my junior who broke the stalk, just by swinging the flower...That was the ultimate joke of the day, as she broke it thrice!!! haX100...


Me, Wendy and Christine. : ]



I didnt look into the camera..!




Yong kit and me. (p.s: sry for not deleting as u requested)





Thanks Rachael for her rose. Omg, it's my first stalk of flower for performance. : )


Me and masturah..hope i have spelled correctly.






Friday, August 1, 2008

hmm now vic here bloggin..hmm i read hui's surprise for me..i am so touched by wad she wrote.. Thanks hui!!! i appreciate wad u did..LOL. YOu are GREAT!!! here some pics we took..fond memories


hui rmb this??? haha 3 shots of u!!!



haha we are millionaires!! hahaha
Rmb this??? haha that BOK... lol...so funny:)

shall end here:)

Delicated to Vic~

It's 5hrs and 33 mins to vic's b'day. And this blog shall be my surprise for her.

Thank god that she is born on this blissful day. Otherwise, how would i be able to meet her in MI? Not to forget her mum, for undergoing labour pains to give birth to her? haha..yea, this is what a friend of mine had mentioned to me b4, and i rmbed it ever since. Cuz while one is celebrating their b'day, it's actually the day where mums' underwent excruciating pain or even torture... of cuz, different mums undergo diff. degree of pain. My point is that we ought to be appreciative and grateful for people all ard us. They don't just exist. There's reasons and at least some kind of efforts behind each person existence.

Ok, i m side-tracking. Back to the main topic. Vic.

I learn a lot from her as i have come to realise that she's really influential to a large extent. How friends ard her and even teachers? have become lame, not literally of cuz. Yah, i begin to laugh like mad in class...Yes, it's all due to her influence. Quite beneficial to laugh as well, life, is boring?.?. It certainly add humour and liveliness to lessons. Kind of works when u r feeling sleepy.

Then again, i tend to do it overboard. Or is she responsible for making me laugh excessively? ha X100. To an extent where i can out of breath and suffer from stomach cramps, and when ppl look at me and say " woah, what happen to shih hui, face all red ?"

As time goes by, i realised there's increased creativity in her seemingly super duper lame jokes, which some may not really apprehend, whereas some find it friendly. And i was able to exercise my so called creativity by laming with her. And hasnt we begin to gather more laming members- lameo??

As the saying goes: screaming inside, smiling outside or smiling outside screaming inside. It depends. This is quoted by a friend.N vic, will be surprise to know who says it. I just happened to rmb it. What is the true way to achieve happiness, by just laughing? I think it's appreciation together with laughing.

At times, i was quite surprised when i got to understand her better. Her family is ranked 1st, she has gastric and small little ailments here and there every now and then. She goes out a lot for her friends, family and relatives. Her concentration level inspires me too..she spends a maximum hours of 6 for math, and it's non-stop. <> And pls, she is an auditory learner meaning she remembers things by voice and sound. I can't. The list goes on...oh, she's also very filial.

We share common grounds and the same short term goals. We are able to do creative/silly stuffs together. We motivate one another. We help one another. There seems to be many intangible values and viewpoint that we have in common, but yet is so subtle to be spoken or described.

She forms a large part of my memories in MI, when i would be old enough to look back at my high school days. We are independable, to an extent that she feels like an family member, even better?!?!

So, let me make a wish for her...is a wish enough?

Wish tt vic picture will be shown in 2 yrs time frm now for our juniors. Wish that vic learns to heal herself from whatever that robs her from her inner peace or health- the ultimate wealth in life. Wish that she enjoys a charmed life and continue to laugh and lame more? ha! oh, she hope to slack in life, right, but yet enjoy high income..Most importantly, may u and ur white knight live happily ever after.

Actually, she's quite contradicting..duno whether her prince is white or dark knight..cuz she likes guys who are tan..but tt's nt for sure, apparently..but that is not the point.

So let's wish that vic becomes more decisive, confident and relaxed, at ease with life.

Lastly, HAPPY B'DAY TO VIC VIC...<3<3<3

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Just feel like blogging

No sch tml, but there's dance.

We tried the costume today. Yes, luckily it's tight. But I didnt look as skinny as I thought I can be. hmm. Perfectionist. It's comfortable, i mean the jazz pants. Wish i own that.

I didnt know finding the right and interesting survey qns were that hard. Not really, I know how the mind works. There' must be brainstorming done because great ideas is mostly corrected from the immediate 'trash' ideas. So, it is important. Don't be afraid of making mistakes, cuz there are none.

I also realise that sometimes, I don't really get the point ppl is making. Perhaps, I need to be treated like an 'idiot' just like how u shd treat ur marker by explaining details to me? And state ur point clearly, say crudely if u agree or nt. Thanks.

I seriously love my class and of cuz the jokers in class. Makes me go haha x 100.
rmb this line: laugh your way to As; well it can be A' lvel or the result, or BOTH.
p.s: inspired by someone.

Dad brought durian. OMG, i wish i could eat that but my body is heating up. So must avoid that for the time being until my dance performance ends.

Is feeling dizzy as i type this post. Ought to sleep soon as I m exahusted.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

' Black' knight

Dark knight, dark knight. How many times would I then learn from my mistakes?



But oh why?

some mistakes are too fun to make only once. = )



I had hesitations about watching this movie initially. Had a taste of its darkness, fear and 'sickness' during the 2 mins preview. But, I still went for it, and I am glad I did.



Perhaps of the preparedness I had [subconsciously], I feel emotionally detached from Joker. Though, a voice within me was shouting " so cruel" at the scene where he broke the pool stick and gave a selective test, wanting the 2 pathetic guys to kill one another.



I was amazed at the acting skills of Ledger (name of actor who played the role of Joker) . And also his lines. He acted convincingly, capitalising on little details. He is a psycho! as in he has great influence over ppl, through manipulating them mentally- making use of their fears and weaknesses. Hasnt he succeded in twisting Harvey, psychologically? Or is human, just fragile? Take away their most valuable possession, and their spirit falter.



Joker would say: ' they just need a little push'



ok. Enough ab the Joker. Yes, enough. Pls give credit and attention to Batman too.



He's a crusador; fighting for the cause he believes in- Justice. And he's almost lost in the battle with Joker as he plunges into an identity crisis.



yea, when



I was thinking that this movie shows the 'battle' betwee

Monday, July 21, 2008

Lameo day today..here are shihvic pictures...RAndom pictures sia..hahahs

"PC" means..hahaha a secret..only we two know nia


"VS"..cool...2nd one..

last one..:)
Lameo got secretly snapped by Rachel..hahah
hmm that is all for today post..maybe post more lame stuff here ba:) tml maybe anything more to lame..cause too many things to do le..i mean pw and mgt project that need immediate attention