Sunday, November 23, 2008

holiday,

Hi.

How since i last blog. Very long. What have I been doing during the holidays?

Watch Tv.
Oh. TV w/o cable programmes make me wana ZzzZ.
Well, but at least there are some shows which i've missed out as i was bz mugging during sch days. So at least, I'm able to watch TV with interest.

Shopping.
yah. Finally did so with some of my gal friends.
But well, i m a little afraid to spend in such time- recession about to be or some say it's already is.
Hmm.
Business are making a lot of buzz about their promotions and serious price-cuts. It's so tempting.
So, I conclude that one should really think twice and even thrice before buying.
Especially for me, i have such a limited budget.
hais.

Go friends' house.
yeah. I used to hang out at my friend's house. I've a chance to explore their lifestyle and know them better. Cool. And I m looking foward to playing Halo at my friend's house, haha. She has finish her A' lvl. How envious i m.

DO GOOD DEEDS.
Help my friend to gather ppl who would like to do a free eye check up at SP. Would u like to?
It's free. P.s: it cost about $50 ++ to conduct it in hospitals. So contact me if u like.
I hope to donate some undone O' lvl books and practice to needy students. But i dun know where. So tell me if u do. Oh, yes, i've finally recycle "waste". hehe. I look foward to do more good deeds but i realise one must have the means to do so.

Dreaming.
About future. yes. " )

Connect with friends.

Dance practice.
Rolling. arhg, i cant really roll properly and do it constantly. Hurt myself resulting to bruises...
Constant reminders to dance members who've yet to pay for the tickets. haha. Loan shark?
oh well.


Haiya. That's just life.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

诗慧, what's wrong?

最近, 天气变换的好快,人生也是否如此?
我似乎也受影响, 心情时好时坏。

压力。很多人常说: you' re too stress, chill!
但有没有人愿意停下来,分析压力的来源?接着, 根正它呢?

我苦恼于为何我长大了 ,但致亲的人却老了 ,像是要离我而去。
以前 ,总盼往能快点长大和大哥哥大姐一起玩乐 ,但时间总是不够 。
梦想 ,一再的破裂 ,就像是被刮了一巴掌 ,被泼冷水, 人们狠不得让我了解这世界的现实。
他们说都是为了我好。但我快窒息了, 没人知道。才会显得焦绿不安。
好失望, 我令你们失望, 我也失望, 你们并不了解我。 还是 ,我表达能力太差 ,还是根本就不想了解呢?
你若是讨厌我 ,我 一定更讨厌自己 ,为何那么麻烦?
是啊 ,我太懦弱了, 牛角间, 非得把自己逼入绝境, 为何?
难道 ,我并非真心的渴望快乐?听起来有点怪 ,但是有可能的, 我习惯把悲愤化成力量。
如今,我想好好的利用假期 ,找回能被感动的心, 真实的笑容。

大自然, 海 ,家 ,瑜伽, 能让我呼吸新鲜空气 ,让我心旷神奕 啊!