PW deadline is so damn rushing.
Math assignments are piling up.
Chi essays undone but favourite novels are being read.
How i wish i have more time.
God bless me.
A little insecure for op and wr.
Wish to have everyone's cooperation.
SH thanks you, for making her dreams come true.
Thank you.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Friday, October 3, 2008
生活点滴
爸爸说新眼镜让我看起来更成熟，觉得我长大了。
但我还蛮任性和我行我素的， 所有情绪都写在脸上， 而情绪的起伏又蛮大的， 感觉有点不稳定。
但其实，我也不完全很幼稚，在学业这方面算挺成熟的吧？
如果， 我能在做人处事更圆滑，会比较好吗？
该怎么说呢？ 谁不希望自己走到哪都受人爱戴和肯定呢？
其实，所为的圆滑， 指的是用较婉转或是不易让人查觉的说服技巧来影响别人的行为或决定。
我非常佩服能掌握这技巧的人， 因为这似乎是一种隐形的力量推动这周围的人， 以更快速和方便的达到自己的目地。
这对我而言 ，很恐怖，可能因为自己有点单纯， 所以会害怕被人操控。
小时候， 就常被骗， 感觉很不好受。
就是这使我潜意识，排斥这个长大必上的课程吧。
其实，我能用这具有影响力的计巧 for a good cause, 例如说，鼓励人之类的。
我须要勇气和决心。
爸爸 ，一定要好好保重身体 ，我会为你祈祷，可一定要按时吃药。
但我还蛮任性和我行我素的， 所有情绪都写在脸上， 而情绪的起伏又蛮大的， 感觉有点不稳定。
但其实，我也不完全很幼稚，在学业这方面算挺成熟的吧？
如果， 我能在做人处事更圆滑，会比较好吗？
该怎么说呢？ 谁不希望自己走到哪都受人爱戴和肯定呢？
其实，所为的圆滑， 指的是用较婉转或是不易让人查觉的说服技巧来影响别人的行为或决定。
我非常佩服能掌握这技巧的人， 因为这似乎是一种隐形的力量推动这周围的人， 以更快速和方便的达到自己的目地。
这对我而言 ，很恐怖，可能因为自己有点单纯， 所以会害怕被人操控。
小时候， 就常被骗， 感觉很不好受。
就是这使我潜意识，排斥这个长大必上的课程吧。
其实，我能用这具有影响力的计巧 for a good cause, 例如说，鼓励人之类的。
我须要勇气和决心。
爸爸 ，一定要好好保重身体 ，我会为你祈祷，可一定要按时吃药。
Thursday, October 2, 2008
(2)
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
大家好！！
I m gona blog in chinese cuz Chi A'lvel is approaching soon, yah.
For the first time, i realise. Hope that all will enjoy.
I m gona take it as a good chance to further cultivate my passion for chi.
Haha, Vic has been saying she really 受不了华文课。。
But still hopes that ALL including vic will learn to 爱 chinese by choosing a most intimate way where one can be exposed to chi.
So, YOU can enjoy yourself and also strive to work towards an A on ur cert!
how does that sound?
For instance, YOU can practise writing the lyrics of favourite chi POP songs.
我就沉醉在爱情小说里。
最近，读了一本爱情小说，果然是催泪指数100% （书的背面是这样保证着！ ）
有别于我以往读过的爱情小说 ，书中的主要人物显得非常平凡， 也因此也比较真实吧。
所以, 我就不知不觉的深信着 ，没想到 ，故事的结尾，那girl (i cant find this chi word..grr) 还是死了， 就像韩剧，很 cliche.
但还是有touch 到我， 因为这是第一次我被小说感动至落泪，真是的！（quite paiseh)
yah, tat is it. i took quite long to type these few pathetic words. hahahahah
Feeling tired and hungry. will strive to keep up with this good practise..
加油阿， 周诗慧！大家， 一起加油吧！！！！
p.s: 不要笑hor.
For the first time, i realise. Hope that all will enjoy.
I m gona take it as a good chance to further cultivate my passion for chi.
Haha, Vic has been saying she really 受不了华文课。。
But still hopes that ALL including vic will learn to 爱 chinese by choosing a most intimate way where one can be exposed to chi.
So, YOU can enjoy yourself and also strive to work towards an A on ur cert!
how does that sound?
For instance, YOU can practise writing the lyrics of favourite chi POP songs.
我就沉醉在爱情小说里。
最近，读了一本爱情小说，果然是催泪指数100% （书的背面是这样保证着！ ）
有别于我以往读过的爱情小说 ，书中的主要人物显得非常平凡， 也因此也比较真实吧。
所以, 我就不知不觉的深信着 ，没想到 ，故事的结尾，那girl (i cant find this chi word..grr) 还是死了， 就像韩剧，很 cliche.
但还是有touch 到我， 因为这是第一次我被小说感动至落泪，真是的！（quite paiseh)
yah, tat is it. i took quite long to type these few pathetic words. hahahahah
Feeling tired and hungry. will strive to keep up with this good practise..
加油阿， 周诗慧！大家， 一起加油吧！！！！
p.s: 不要笑hor.
Friday, September 12, 2008
Hello!
yeah..i did blog ok! just that i didnt publish it..hehe..*blink innocently again*
Queen Vic said it in a almost half ordering tone: ' go and update the blog'
haha
Seriously, i was imagining myself blogging about what I m feeling recently..to an extent it will be like as if i m repeating..n I wish i can express myself clearly enuff..
There are 4 types of people in this world:
1. People who do not know that they dont know
2. People who do know that they dont know
3. People who do not know that they do know
4. People who know that they know
Which group do u think u r in?
It reali pathetic for grp 3 ppl..becuz of unrealistic fear, stress and pefection paralysis- fear of making mistakes.
Too afraid and is unwilling to look like a fool anymore. Not wanting to try any more in fear of being mocked at.
Or perhaps, it something more. Unrealistic expectation- that so called beautiful dream. Has it become a burden or too much of a difference that one must leap over?
Should i stop dreaming? But wont I lose my motivation in life...and it will not be a pretty scene.
Emo-ing in process? This is simply what i felt.
Well, I m actually not in any state to complain, apparently. I've seen and know of ppl who are bearing with their struggles too..yeah. I seem so much fortunate, so i should be happy. Oh, crap! It like as if i m deprived of my right to be down, emo, and even to cry. We always think we know how people think and feel, or rather we assume and take it as a fact. But I would say no one truely understand what another person is undergoing...hmm..perhaps not even ur loved ones. Perhaps this explains why people do feel lonely even being loved.
this song by: wu jia hui ( hmm, sry that it is not in chi)
entittled yuan zu li ( far distance, ? haha)
我终于开始庆祝自己不去想你 我终于开始鼓励自己不爱你 但思念无时无刻不停歇 活生生像中了你的邪 于是自言自问 自答十年以后 寂寞还是依然 * 猜不透 为何我们距离那么多 永远只是开花不结果 爱了一个人 我赔了自己 又卖了灵魂 猜不透 为何距离总是那么多 不想只是开花没结果 失去你的人 我赎回灵魂 我找回自己 又有什么意义 (有什么意义) 于是我开了香槟庆祝失去了你 把整盒香烟抽完麻醉我自己 但掉落在桌布上的眼泪 嘲笑自己烛光太浪费 于是没有疑问 就算十年以后 寂寞还是依然
The lyric kind of shock me esp this line whn i 1st heard it..very dramatic ( the bolded line)
Actually i've been relatively down these past few months. oh, dun worry..it's nobody fault..cuz it all my fault..cuz i cant be optimistic or finding it v hard too..
Perhaps, it's just growing pain..and this will too pass.
I really wish i can accept this..and continue to move on, irregardless of what i feel and think.
I do love to indulge in such thoughts, don't I? And it maybe a bad habit, i cant kick off. Or it's my nature, now u realise.
Queen Vic said it in a almost half ordering tone: ' go and update the blog'
haha
Seriously, i was imagining myself blogging about what I m feeling recently..to an extent it will be like as if i m repeating..n I wish i can express myself clearly enuff..
There are 4 types of people in this world:
1. People who do not know that they dont know
2. People who do know that they dont know
3. People who do not know that they do know
4. People who know that they know
Which group do u think u r in?
It reali pathetic for grp 3 ppl..becuz of unrealistic fear, stress and pefection paralysis- fear of making mistakes.
Too afraid and is unwilling to look like a fool anymore. Not wanting to try any more in fear of being mocked at.
Or perhaps, it something more. Unrealistic expectation- that so called beautiful dream. Has it become a burden or too much of a difference that one must leap over?
Should i stop dreaming? But wont I lose my motivation in life...and it will not be a pretty scene.
Emo-ing in process? This is simply what i felt.
Well, I m actually not in any state to complain, apparently. I've seen and know of ppl who are bearing with their struggles too..yeah. I seem so much fortunate, so i should be happy. Oh, crap! It like as if i m deprived of my right to be down, emo, and even to cry. We always think we know how people think and feel, or rather we assume and take it as a fact. But I would say no one truely understand what another person is undergoing...hmm..perhaps not even ur loved ones. Perhaps this explains why people do feel lonely even being loved.
this song by: wu jia hui ( hmm, sry that it is not in chi)
entittled yuan zu li ( far distance, ? haha)
我终于开始庆祝自己不去想你 我终于开始鼓励自己不爱你 但思念无时无刻不停歇 活生生像中了你的邪 于是自言自问 自答十年以后 寂寞还是依然 * 猜不透 为何我们距离那么多 永远只是开花不结果 爱了一个人 我赔了自己 又卖了灵魂 猜不透 为何距离总是那么多 不想只是开花没结果 失去你的人 我赎回灵魂 我找回自己 又有什么意义 (有什么意义) 于是我开了香槟庆祝失去了你 把整盒香烟抽完麻醉我自己 但掉落在桌布上的眼泪 嘲笑自己烛光太浪费 于是没有疑问 就算十年以后 寂寞还是依然
The lyric kind of shock me esp this line whn i 1st heard it..very dramatic ( the bolded line)
Actually i've been relatively down these past few months. oh, dun worry..it's nobody fault..cuz it all my fault..cuz i cant be optimistic or finding it v hard too..
Perhaps, it's just growing pain..and this will too pass.
I really wish i can accept this..and continue to move on, irregardless of what i feel and think.
I do love to indulge in such thoughts, don't I? And it maybe a bad habit, i cant kick off. Or it's my nature, now u realise.
Friday, August 22, 2008
Random feelings on 22/8/08
Much has happened and well, let the pictures below speak.
yes, vic and me are participated in the cash flow game. Somewhat like monopoly, a board game. But it's more pratical as in we can learn investments tips in real life.
We played against students from a Jc and an IP sch. I was a little dissapointed that we didnt really establish friendship. Hmm, i almost forgot the fact that we were competing. So why would they want to interact more than required? ha, i am being a little too idealistic again. But some of them were pretty friendly, esp when the first winner bade goodbye. He said it very sweetly. Come to think of it now, that is perhaps because he won. Ha. I was pretty lucky to be the 1st runner up to complete the game. Really lucky.
Haha..hmm, my photography skills are pretty bad. I m sorry. Gitte and me finally gave vic her b;day present. Apparently, she's happy. But I think it's more than that. She was so excited that she let out a yelp, which i've not heard before. Isnt this fun? One of the present is a specially designed T-shirt, which u can nv buy outside. It has gitte's beautiful drawings and someone's pics. wahaha. Pretty innovative, i would say. And the satisfaction derived was more than another present-a rather costly bag. So does a price of good have a direct relationship with satisfaction level? It does not seem so in this case. haha. (revise econs a bit larh)
yes, i managed to capture the moment right after she saw the T-shirt. Then, she proceeded to the back of the wall to admire the T-shirt.
There has so much movements that i cant't manage to capture a picture of that T-shirt. Ahya! Seriously, she was being quite emotional which throws me into confusion.
Then she walks back to the table. haha.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)